gay chemical @PolyCement@computerfairi.es

i made risotto for the first time today, a mushroom risotto (with chestnut mushrooms cos ive never seen a porcini mushroom in my life) and i think it came out ok?? needed more salt and parsley, and maybe a little less liquid tho

just found out that burnout is an actual mental health thing, looked at a list of symptoms and it reads like a fuckin description of my life

i guess at least its reassuring that im not the only one gettin all fucked up like this

movie trivia: the "3d" in "drive angry 3d" actually stands for "diners, drive-ins and dives"

i dont care if i dont get a phd, i dont even care if i dont get an mphil, i just want OUT, i wanna MOVE ON with my LIFE

part of me is genuinely considering just not showing up to the viva

me: ok it's been days since i worked on my viva presentation and ive finally gathered enough mental energy to take another shot at it

my brain: aight im out see ya later fucko

this is the music that plays whenever i enter a room https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NdlErWd_Dpg

idk why but i gain incredible energy from maintaining clothes

i finally got it..... 79 rings......... im free

https://computerfairi.es/media/n1YiSkWiDZW0DfSCtjY

if i get to 100 and still dont have one i might start lookin into rng manip cos this is silly

yall i have gotten 70 rings from the target minigame so far and still havent gotten the light ring l-2, its apparently a 1/32 chance, i should have like. 2 of these by now wtf

like im still on the "farm rings from minigames and hope u get the ones u need" stage i havent even gotten to the "u have to play both games twice" bit yet

attempting to 100% complete oracle of ages was maybe a mistake

like this aint perfect (why are his eyebrows raised anyway???) but damn, its an improvement

https://computerfairi.es/media/H-TruOn2D4C915xvY28
https://computerfairi.es/media/aVFseodnDgWSK3W67qE

thinkin about funko pops, ive come to the conclusion that what irritates me about em isnt the weird blocky heads or the obvious mold reuse but the soulless void eyes they all have. pls just paint some proper eyes on em, even if they're still all circular they'll look 100% better

whys he called beerus hes not even a bee

whatever time to smoke it off and sleep

i shouldve dropped outta this phd like a year or more ago but im stubborn so now i gotta get my ass roasted by a dude who knows the field better than i could ever hope to

viva comin up in just under 2 weeks now and movin towards it feels like a goddamn funeral procession

had to walk past the house i lived at a few years ago earlier, and the house 2 doors down from there, at the end of the terrace, is just a hole now