Lady I like hasn't fully responded to my confession months after the fact. She went on a good date the other night and I'm super happy for her because she's had shitty relationships recently, but I can't help but feel a little jealous. I want her to be happy above all else, but I also want to be the one to make her happy.

**Purranda the Black Cat** · Jul 15, 2019, 21:49

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**tom (available elsewhere)** @tom@slime.global · Jul 15, 2019, 21:49

Jul 15, 2019, 21:49

tom (available elsewhere) @tom@slime.global

madsune mikkulsen

**Purranda the Black Cat** @Purranda@computerfairi.es · Jul 15, 2019, 20:27

**Purranda the Black Cat** @Purranda@computerfairi.es · Jul 15, 2019, 20:27

Jul 15, 2019, 20:27

Purranda the Black Cat @Purranda@computerfairi.es

Apartment Hunting, Stress, Negative

Well the apartment we tried to apply for got snagged while waiting for the application package... and the place we went to view today was double the price listed online.

I'm so tired.

**Purranda the Black Cat** @Purranda@computerfairi.es · Jul 15, 2019, 18:16

**Purranda the Black Cat** @Purranda@computerfairi.es · Jul 15, 2019, 18:16

Jul 15, 2019, 18:16

Purranda the Black Cat @Purranda@computerfairi.es

@rezzish *sends love and strength* <3

**Purranda the Black Cat** @Purranda@computerfairi.es · Jul 15, 2019, 15:22

**Purranda the Black Cat** @Purranda@computerfairi.es · Jul 15, 2019, 15:22

Jul 15, 2019, 15:22

Purranda the Black Cat @Purranda@computerfairi.es

Housing, Apartment hunting, stress, negative

Oh my god I just want to apply for apartments and not have it take over a week to hear back. At this rate we won't have a new place by the time our lease is up. Ahhhhh

**Purranda the Black Cat** @Purranda@computerfairi.es · Jul 14, 2019, 17:43

**Purranda the Black Cat** @Purranda@computerfairi.es · Jul 14, 2019, 17:43

Jul 14, 2019, 17:43

Purranda the Black Cat @Purranda@computerfairi.es

Hey so it's International Non-Binary People's Day, and I'm not entirely confident in calling myself non-binary yet, as I just feel mostly confident in being femme... but I think I fit somewhere under the Enby umbrella, so yay! <3

**Purranda the Black Cat** · Jul 14, 2019, 15:32

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**Luna 🌑 Lapin 🐰** @Shadejackrabbit@computerfairi.es · Jul 14, 2019, 15:32

Jul 14, 2019, 15:32

Luna 🌑 Lapin 🐰 @Shadejackrabbit@computerfairi.es

shout out to the wonderful and beautiful enbies in my life, please keep being your radiant selves 💞

**Purranda the Black Cat** · Jul 07, 2019, 21:09

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**Luna 🌑 Lapin 🐰** @Shadejackrabbit@computerfairi.es · Jul 07, 2019, 21:09

Jul 07, 2019, 21:09

Luna 🌑 Lapin 🐰 @Shadejackrabbit@computerfairi.es

Went to an outdoor pool with a bikini top and swimming trunks, used the women's changing room, didnt experience anything bad! Had a nice swim.

**Purranda the Black Cat** · Jul 08, 2019, 02:11

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**Luna 🌑 Lapin 🐰** @Shadejackrabbit@computerfairi.es · Jul 08, 2019, 02:11

Jul 08, 2019, 02:11

Luna 🌑 Lapin 🐰 @Shadejackrabbit@computerfairi.es

New laptop sticker, instance repping

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**Purranda the Black Cat** · Jul 03, 2019, 17:09

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**Luna 🌑 Lapin 🐰** @Shadejackrabbit@computerfairi.es · Jul 03, 2019, 17:09

Jul 03, 2019, 17:09

Luna 🌑 Lapin 🐰 @Shadejackrabbit@computerfairi.es

my mom called me a "deep well with a calm surface" so i guess im goth now

**Purranda the Black Cat** · Jul 03, 2019, 17:12

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**Luna 🌑 Lapin 🐰** @Shadejackrabbit@computerfairi.es · Jul 03, 2019, 17:12

Jul 03, 2019, 17:12

Luna 🌑 Lapin 🐰 @Shadejackrabbit@computerfairi.es

"luna you were clearly always goth" ah, well, nevertheless,

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**Purranda the Black Cat** · Jul 04, 2019, 18:56

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**Luna 🌑 Lapin 🐰** @Shadejackrabbit@computerfairi.es · Jul 04, 2019, 18:56

Jul 04, 2019, 18:56

Luna 🌑 Lapin 🐰 @Shadejackrabbit@computerfairi.es

Luna Lapin and the Curse of the Gendered Single Stalls

**Purranda the Black Cat** · Jul 04, 2019, 20:14

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**Luna 🌑 Lapin 🐰** @Shadejackrabbit@computerfairi.es · Jul 04, 2019, 20:14

Jul 04, 2019, 20:14

Luna 🌑 Lapin 🐰 @Shadejackrabbit@computerfairi.es

4th july, twitter

Following americans on Twitter is unnerving because on one day of the year they all start tweeting like they've been taken hostage and can't tell anybody

**Purranda the Black Cat** @Purranda@computerfairi.es · Jul 02, 2019, 00:16

**Purranda the Black Cat** @Purranda@computerfairi.es · Jul 02, 2019, 00:16

Jul 02, 2019, 00:16

Purranda the Black Cat @Purranda@computerfairi.es

Negative, death

Father in law passed away Friday morning. Took the weekend off work to be with family. Everyone is taking it fairly well but I feel as though the dams will break soon. Heading back to work tomorrow, and hopefully a sense of normalcy will help.

**Purranda the Black Cat** · Jun 28, 2019, 23:49

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**Luna 🌑 Lapin 🐰** @Shadejackrabbit@computerfairi.es · Jun 28, 2019, 23:49

Jun 28, 2019, 23:49

Luna 🌑 Lapin 🐰 @Shadejackrabbit@computerfairi.es

Family, death

My father passed away last night. Spending time with family today and helping my mom sort things out. He went quietly, and it was a long time coming.

I'm okay. It's difficult, but I'm okay.

**Purranda the Black Cat** @Purranda@computerfairi.es · Jun 27, 2019, 02:51

**Purranda the Black Cat** @Purranda@computerfairi.es · Jun 27, 2019, 02:51

Jun 27, 2019, 02:51

Purranda the Black Cat @Purranda@computerfairi.es

family, illness, negativity, MH

Father in law entered Hospice care in the last week. I have a feeling he'll be gone by September. I definitely don't expect him to survive until christmas.

I... want to be strong for my family. I need to be strong. I should probably ask my doctor for more sessions with my social worker.

I feel hopeless. My poor wife has never been to a funeral, let alone one so personal. I'm going to do what I can to help her.