Purranda the Black Cat @Purranda@computerfairi.es

Turns out I herniated a disk in my neck and it's pinching my nerves causing severe pain. Yay.

Took a hot shower and it decreased the stiffness and pain a bit but I'm still going to see my doctor instead of going to work

I'm actually in so much pain right now it's almost funny. I took like 10 minutes trying to make a cup of tea. Going up and down the stairs is a trip. Attempting to lay down or get up is so painful. Hand on the same side is getting mild pins and needles. I must have pinched a nerve or something.

Woke up at 3am due to intense neck pain. It's been sore on and off for the last few weeks but yesterday it got worse. I can't move my neck and even moving my arms can hurt. I may have to go see my doctor instead of working today

Downloading Twitch Sings because... come on, karaoke + streaming?! It's a match made in heaven for me!

Update I went to the dance and it was hella rad

I had planned to go to a queer dance tonight but I might stay home cause I'm hella tired

Lymph nodes in my neck have been acting up over the last few days. Feeling fatigued and my appetite has been affected. Really hoping this isn't a resurgence of mono

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Did some male contouring last night. I still have a long way to go but it felt neat

I really still like being a feminine woman, wearing dresses and looking cute and pretty, but I feel like I'm Genderqueer or genderfluid. I'm not sure yet.

Soooo.... I may not be as cis as I thought?

Ever since I was a kid, I felt not exactly female. I couldn't really put my finger on it but I liked playing with my gender rep.

I realized last night that feeling didn't really go away. I like being a woman and wearing dresses, but I also like looking like a man.

The phrase "Girl Prince" has been stuck in my head today. It brings to mind Sister Oscar, Sailor Uranus, Utena.

I think I like being a girl prince.