Am I the only person who has such horrible anxiety about playing online games
Like I couldn't buy Granblue Versus day one and I had a genuine moment of "wait if I don't buy it day one then I'll be behind on learning the game and if I don't learn the game I'll never be good and if I'm never good then I can never play online because my opponents deserve a proper match"
Oh and that time that I was playing FFXIV 2.0 for the first time and got chewed out a little by a teammate for not knowing mechanics and then couldn't launch the game for like a week and a half because of panic attacks