It's like experiencing the overarching time pressure of the ACT but in time loop form. Not good for anxiety
How are you supposed to feel when a dream truly, genuinely means something to you? When it gives you a feeling that you hold close to your heart for weeks afterwards? It can't just be meaningless— I've already experienced the meaning.
@EeveeEuphoria no... I'm not strong enough.... 
This is a generalization obviously. FFXIV has a ton of low-level grind mechanics that I could enjoy without ever touching raids. And there are plenty of games that offer raiding gameplay without the pressure of other people. But it's also... different somehow, in a way I can't explain.
Look, I either want high-level tests of mechanical knowledge and skill where I get to grind it out by myself, OR I want low-level vibing out that I can experience with other people without feeling pressured. And I somehow never manage to find either.
It's like when a website bitches at me for using adblock. I will enjoy your content, I will support you monetarily if I feel like it, but I will NOT roll over like a dog so that you can get a few bucks of ad revenue
It makes me irrationally angry when youtubers do the "X% of my viewers aren't subscribed, so hit that like button!" thing. And I get it. You have analytics, youtube is a hellscape, you need to use every trick in the book.
But I have this knee-jerk reaction that if you're going to obsess over that percentage of non-subscribers, then I will GLADLY be the one to crush you by refusing to subscribe
~ They/Them [plural] or She/Her [singular], please. ~
Nope