The Thot has Begone @RowanBerry@computerfairi.es

Of course it's all in my head. They're *my* demons.

(wow that was edgy)

chubby catgirls

I've literally had a friend say "Hey this is a cool-looking board game but I only want to play board games that I already know how to play." :/

Pet peeve: when I know that someone will enjoy something but they refuse to engage because they don't want to try new things

It's like experiencing the overarching time pressure of the ACT but in time loop form. Not good for anxiety

Majora's Mask is like the only Zelda game I've never beaten because the time mechanic stresses me the fuck out

@Kat@snouts.online a FFXIV raid but everybody rotates their combat role between phases

Why are we always so touch starved

How are you supposed to feel when a dream truly, genuinely means something to you? When it gives you a feeling that you hold close to your heart for weeks afterwards? It can't just be meaningless— I've already experienced the meaning.

I know dreams aren't supposed to mean anything, but that sentiment isn't good enough for me.

@EeveeEuphoria no... I'm not strong enough....

Been having a panic attack in slow motion all day

What if I just made a video game

Okay maybe that's just me

Growing up means realizing that Tracer Tong was kind of right about decentralization

More on this thought in the morning. I'm tired

This is a generalization obviously. FFXIV has a ton of low-level grind mechanics that I could enjoy without ever touching raids. And there are plenty of games that offer raiding gameplay without the pressure of other people. But it's also... different somehow, in a way I can't explain.

Look, I either want high-level tests of mechanical knowledge and skill where I get to grind it out by myself, OR I want low-level vibing out that I can experience with other people without feeling pressured. And I somehow never manage to find either.