Growing up, Spock and Data were real role models for me. I admit, one big takeaway from both was that one could be successful and a very respected person without emotions. Spock suppressed them and Data didn't even have them at all. And it helped me a lot. Suppressing emotions was often my solution for any bad feelings. And it still is.
I am not making a point here, just sharing. 🤷♀️
@morothar I was enthralled with Spock when I saw him at age 12. I've always thought my emotions are so strong that I must keep tight control on them. I've never wanted to be seen or stand out, so controlling my emotions prevents me from having meltdowns.
I seethe internally and obsess my way though scenarios. I emerge with what is arguably the "best", "adult" way of dealing with it, usually with a plan to ensure the situation never happens again. Invisible shutdowns.
My favorites were The Doctor and Seven. Both were trying to figure out how to human, in real time.
The story of my life.
