@actuallyautistic So many good things happening, but yet I'm feeling seriously overloaded and overwhelmed. My family is visiting: awesome as I maybe see them once a year. They're looking at helping us get someone to seriously work on cleaning up this place. Amazingly cool--it needs it. I'm taking on a new job in an area I care about deeply, and my schedule for that is filling up. Also great--language is one of my spins and we need the cash. But my #ActuallyAutistic brain is screaming for a break. It's frustrating as hell. I want to be present for all this, to be engaged, but I'm struggling to process it all. I'm praying I don't actually end up with students on Saturdays yet, because I would give anything for *ONE* day of just nothing right now, and at the rate things are going, that doesn't look likely...