@tom similar to mom and gremlin energy but blended into a daiquiri
negative, burnout
half of me needs to scream about everything bothering me and the other half is calm and collected and together i can just feel everything shutting down
there is a city park in a rich neighborhood not far from where i grew up. a lot of families from the surrounding poorer neighborhoods started using it, as is their right, so the rich people got their city council to start charging an admission fee to the park. this is illegal under state law but nothing has been done about it. i wonder why
burnout
it's been weeks since ive had a chunk of time where I sat down and went "oh, i could do anything right now, i have nothing planned."
even when im taking breaks im consciously choosing to stop working on stuff and instead do something to relax a little
and im pretty good at keeping that balance at this point, but personally i can't wait till august rolls around and i finally get some time off
Was talking about Mastodon with an old-school sysadmin guy. We reached the realization that defederating from instances with no/bad moderation is essentially the same thing as blocking open relays back when you ran your own email server: open relays always end up getting used for spam, you block 'em to protect your users.
Email was and still is the first federated social network, so it already faced a lot of the same problems; we should study its solutions (and its failures).
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