gender
I'm in a really tough spot at the moment.
There's a point where I'm getting that urge to be like "I wanna wear a dress, wear a skirt, wear things clearly not masculine or boring."
This is something I've had occasional urges about for many many years, but it's amplified considerably over the past year.
I think it's starting to get to a point where it's affecting things around me and the things I enjoy doing.
But I can't just *ignore* this.
gender, brain issues.
When I talked to the doctor earlier this week, I had suggested looking into a psychologist.
I was given a list of potential places, and I should really start making calls and get that ball rolling, if only for my own well-being.
I don't want it to like, stop the gender thing, but rather get me to understand it and not have it linger in my mind so much.
