overwhelmed anxiety dump
there's so much going on.
i'm volunteering at a race tomorrow. then i have a 3-hour run. both events will likely be in heavy rain.
i just sold my Predator suit today, and i need to package it up in a box that's almost bigger than my car and ship it to the eastern United States. the proceeds will service some debt.
it's my period and there's a full moon coming.
it's TDOV and i don't really want to be seen as trans. i want to be seen as yellow eyes in the dark.
re: overwhelmed anxiety dump
nothing's wrong. these are the elements of the life I've made for myself, and they're good.
i just want to pause it all and lay down and awaken six months later without this feeling that i'm only two steps away from slipping on a wet rock and falling into the river and getting carried away
