a tiny fairy @atinyfairy@computerfairi.es

ban all forms of communication with me imo
lock me in a glove compartment and drive the car into the fucking ocean

I was just trying to shepherd my ex's budding interest and point them to introductory materials that might interest them on the topic I didn't mean to aruhghnjvdfjfghgjjh

uh if you haven't literally had college courses on this and read books on this and studied the philosophy and its history and can name the major influential authors and their arguments on command… that doesn't make you stupid… it just means you havent studied this field academically…………

my ex: *posts about robots and consciousness*
me, incredibly interested: hey these are some interesting questions, here's an overview of the academic argument, here's my opinion as someone with a degree in this field
my ex: I guess I just don't understand this incredibly easy thing everyone else seems to get :(

I'm very cold and wish I was safe in a warm blanket ;_;

I'm feeling very disoriented

the worrying trend in all my failed relationships is me asking for too much

I’m having a breakdown

Inspired by seeing four different queer people I don't know quoting or linking to content from four different people who are current or former members of my polycule on the federated timeline or on discord in the past two days

The queer internet is so small and tight knit, it's really relaxing sometimes, like it's a big family

Sometimes there are bad feelings but at the end of the day we're all so interconnected, we're in this struggle together despite individual issues

I made a rash financial decision that I hope doesn’t come back to bite me but at least I’m not actively trying to siphon money from the community by encouraging people to buy twitch subscriptions