I'm not cut out for adult life. I just nearly had a fucking panic attack over having to get my car jumped and that was after mom told me she'd drive out here and jump it for me. I'm a fucking broken excuse of a human being who can't even bring theirself to talk to anyone if it's not in person and even then it's questionable. How on earth am I ever going to fucking make it if I can't even get someone to do something as stupidly simple as jump my car.