Okay, you know what, I'm just gonna keep sharing stuff from these old notes. I have a remark about wonder if it's possible for a human to segfault, then correct myself to kitsune and ask if it's possible for a kitsune to segfault. So, clearly, the kitsunekin thoughts aren't the newest things.

I then go on to wonder if maybe I'm just a robot, with the remark "maybe everyone else was right."

Okay, I'll be nice, thread them and keep them under this CW. Two other things from this note:
1) I get confused about my spell checker recognizing "chem" "SIGSEGV" and "segfault" but not "kitsune". I also wonder what a Vulpecula is, as that was suggested for Vulpes.
2) I then learned that Vulpecula is a faint constellation in the northern sky whose name is Latin for "little fox".

A fun quote:
"Trees are free money (if you ignore the £100,000 pounds [sic] you're gonna spend on seeds)."
Not quite sure of the context. NerdCubed stream, maybe? The Spiffing Brit? Not sure.

Also:
"Mountain Dew VOLTAGE. Grr! Gamer! Rah!"

And:
"Feeling: Horny. Again. Gods, I need a boyfriend."
What is my gods damned sexuality?! Am I ace or not?! This suggests no.

In one note, I realized that Hydrotennessic acid could be a thing (assuming you could get Tennessine to stay around long enough to form it). I also noted the same for Hydroastatic acid, aka HAt.

I also, on this day, asked my chem professor if hydroastatic acid would be weak or strong. According to him, we don't know because astatine is so unstable, but it's probably a strong acid. So, there's a fun chemistry fact for ya!

Over spring break in 2019, I went on a walk one day, and managed to get a cat outside CRB to let me pet it. This was an accomplishment, as this cat previously wouldn't let me near it. But, he let me pet him that day. He purred. I was happy.

Same day, I remark about needing to improve my distress tolerance skill to deal with, say, "news outlets not understanding the idea that *including explicit suicide instructions in the news stories is a very bad idea*". I remember that. It was a story complaining about how that kinda thing could be found on youtube, but they literally *included a quote of instructions in the fucking blurb*. That's right. I didn't even open the article and had to see it. for fuck's sake.

On a different day, after had I started buspar, I forgot to take it.

"TIL my anxiety meds are actually fucking working! Unfortunately, I learned this in the stupidest way possible. I am currently having a fucking panic attack. Help."