**Annika, the Local Shark(s)** @azushark@computerfairi.es · 2018-10-23T10:14:58Z

mental health, (+/-)

I'm gonna try to go to the youth clinic today, see a psych maybe.

I have a lot to get off my chest.

**Annika, the Local Shark(s)** @azushark@computerfairi.es · Oct 23, 2018, 10:21

**Annika, the Local Shark(s)** @azushark@computerfairi.es · Oct 23, 2018, 10:21

mental health, sui (---)

It's been a long time since I've had actual thoughts of suicide

They came back tonight. Up until recently it was just the occasional intrusive thought. These were very much my thoughts.

I'm having a really hard time treading water with this vortex of depression actively pulling me downward...