Annika, the Local Shark(s) @azushark@computerfairi.es

mastodon notif sound playing on computer, then 1 second later on phone

amazingly, my current goals (aside from vaginoplasty by 2020) mostly have nothing to do with transitioning

they *are* health goals tho, mostly
one of which would greatly improve how I feel about myself

how do i pronouns

annika is a very big, very gay shark girl

and she will snuggle and smooch you if you like :3

idk why this is a constant worry for me

about a month before surgery my T was at 0.36nmol/L

a month after surgery (and being off spiro) it was *up* to 0.44

and 3 months ago (3 months after surgery) it was at 0.60

i hope it at least leveled off at some point, now that I'm at 6 months post-orchi

i'm also getting used to like, people *actually* having crushes... on me???

it was just, never a thing until i was out as trans and on hrt 'n stuff

getting used to the fact that I'm bound to have more crushes than I'll ever have partners and that's okay

i get crushes on friends easily, so

wonder what the hell things will be like once I get vaginoplasty

like, what's this shussy gonna be like? :3c

if you've ever wondered what it's like to, like...

idk, cum without balls

i'm your gal~ uwu

I really should move all the black midis i have into a separate folder so I don't keep accidentally opening them on my old comp (they take up to like 5 minutes to load in and stuff)

there's just something about FM synthesis that I love

I'm 6'1" and ~270lbs

my sona is 10' and 1769lbs (including tail)

but then again being this tall can be fun as well

i don't like being 6'1"

feels weird being a whole fuckin foot taller (or more) than some people

shark goes chomp

hating myself a lot rn

alarms never went off and I missed my fucking meet & greet appointment with my new family doctor

ugh