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I feel like im running around super glueing pieces of my psyche back together as they are blowing apart. The way my life is set up rn is not working. I dont really have many other options. Its either stay and try not to think about my feelings and how them not loving me and having to watch them with their romantic partner is killing me every day. Or be homeless again and probably never see them ever again. this is why being gay and overly invested in someone kinda sucks.
Mh-
Worst part is i cant get a consistent answer out of them whether they are in love with me or not and what relationship they want, and when i try to talk to them about it. They get really upset and either blow up at me or get sad, especially if i tell them this is making me really sad.
Top it all off my bipolar meds are slowly not working as well
