I'll never have the life I want

i'll always feel fake

my past will always haunt me

@audrey I know that is a damn lie.

@audrey You're going to make it through. It may be tough but you're DEFINITELY gonna make it through.

@danishcookies
there is no through.

Ive already wasted my childhood pretending to be a boy. And those memories, they'll never go away

@audrey I've been in this mud of despair more than enough times to realize that there is in fact a better, brighter world outside. Yes, those memories are going to haunt you. But you don't have to do it alone. It is tough to find friends so close to you to help you with each and every step but there are many people out there who can help you.

@danishcookies but thats the problem

they're out there

and im stuck in here

alone

@audrey big mood
I literally cried 30 minutes yesterday because of this. But we just have to reach out by what ever means we can to find companionship. If you wanna talk, I can give you my Discord. I'm always available.

@danishcookies that will just give me another person to be isolated from

@audrey Well, even if it's just a taste of companionship. Don't you think it's worth the wait until you can have it all? You won't have it tho if you lose hope.