@audrey That's bullshit. There's nothing one can't change. Sooner or later. But you can't get it if you don't have patience!

@danishcookies can I change my past?

@audrey You can definitely change your future. There's a lot waiting for you!

@danishcookies my past will always be there in the background. I'll never be able to get that out of my head

@audrey But that doesn't mean you'll get through it alone! Look forward! It's hard but it's possible!

@danishcookies I try

but its so hard

I cant stop thinking about it

and i hate it so much

@audrey
Then think about something else! Like animals or your friends here!

@audrey
It's worth it. The pain is awful, it's a pain that tears you apart from inside with its emptiness. It's hard to feel anything but... Apathy and pain.
But it does get better. I was suicidal for a long time, thinking I couldn't fix myself, that any effort wouldn't be worthwhile.
But after like... 4 years of therapy and some major changes to my life situation...
Most days are good days, and some days... My transness is joy.
@danishcookies