ugh the dumbest things make me anxious, and once Im anxious every other little thing in social situation just increases that anxiety exponentially and I end up just becoming a socially awkward mess and say and do stupid shit and then I worry Im making people uncomfortable with my personal #brand of loud obnoxious awkwardness which only serves to make me even more anxious and ruining any impression I am making on the people around me and aaaaa I am screm