gay -a --override @fyrin@computerfairi.es

so while many will describe themselves as having always been trans, and just taking a long time to realise it, I think I genuinely was cis for most of my childhood, but as I have grown into "adult"hood I have changed dramatically, and my gender has grown in complexity to the degree that I now resonate very strongly with my genderqueer identity and feel active discomfort with considering myself male

I don't know who I will be in future, but it doesn't invalidate who I am now

my self identity has shifted a lot over the last few years, and I feel like the common narrative would suggest that those changes were all just experiments in search of my "true self", but I don't really feel like that applies, not in my case at least, I genuinely feel like all my past identities were accurate for the time, even though they directly contradict who I am now.

it's not that my labels have been changing to figure out who I am, it's that I have been changing

Definitely the weirdest thing about AC is that time Ezio assassinated Tom Nook to get out of his mortgage payments

And now it's time to return to our regularly scheduled shitpost content

His name was Cinnamon Sticks, he was playful and weird, very skittish yet always curious, a little bit dim at times, and terrified of his own shadow, but full of love and excitement at the world. I saw a lot of myself in him, and got very attached in the short time I had to get to know him.

I hope he had a good time, at least, he certainly looked like he did, and I'm glad I got to meet him before he left.

So, today's been a bit of a rough day, I got a call from my Mum letting me know that one of our cat's was run over today, and passed away.

He had only been a part of our family for about half a year, barely more than a kitten, but he and his brother had really become a vital part of our household, and now he is gone.

I've had a lot of pets die over the last couple years, I had hoped to have a good dew years before I had to deal with it again. But sometimes life sucks.

so I haven't gotten out of bed yet but I kind of feel like it might just be approaching nap time

@fyrin I blame you for my current predicament

welllll it's my first day back at uni and I slept through both my lectures I'm such a functional adult fml

My brain is telling me sleep, and my body is telling me sleep, I'm not quite sure what part of me is telling me don't sleep, but it would appear that I am not sleeping