social anxiety vent --
Sometimes I just get super paranoid about everyone around me for absolutely no reason, and every single thing they do is analysed to death for any potential interpretation that could imply that they hate me but just aren't saying so for whatever reason.
I spend so much time socialising, both online and irl, and sometimes it just absolutely exhausting spending hours and hours constantly on the edge, desperate for validation, for a clear and unambiguous message of "friend"
life-ramble ~+
So, I have one more exam left, on Thursday. I'm not looking forward to it, I hate revision, and I hate the stress that surrounds it, but it is at least almost over. And then, well, I have a month to just piss around in Durham and I have a lot of fun plans, and a lot of lewd plans, and then I go back to Cambridge for 3 months and I am gonna have a super chill time getting high, being lewd and working on a few of my projects I have mostly abandoned over the revision period, Im hype!
lewdish, tummy and titty
my train of thought for this was
-oh my tummy looks good today. i'll take a pic
-hmmm pull the pants a biiiiit down
-pull shirt a biiiiit further up
Queer kinky poly 21yo confused nonbinary leftist depressed compsci apocalypse of a professional label-collector, uses they/them, allegedly banned from utilising the following articles: uWu, oWo
Boosting always okay unless specified, I need internet points or I starve
Also my brain is a bit of a stormy place and sadposting will appear at times