self-care, exhaustion (~)
ooooomf. the past month took more out of me physically/socially/psychologically than i expected, and i haven't been recovering right, i've been stressing about everything.
hey tanuki: realize that the stress you feel is a product of your social/physical exhaustion, stop trying to do things, chill. no plans. no 12-hour workdays if you can help it.
hey everyone else: daaaaang i finally beat Dead Cells (first ending???) woo
family stuff (~)
the weirdest thing was that last weekend made me realize i kind of want my parents to know me. to have some kind of relationship. i am pretty sure they'd accept me? but i'm bad at saying it out loud. i want to control everything, like how they understand trans and nonbinary, to manage those expectations. and then to tell them i'm trying HRT? ahahah
hgrmff. happy coming out day to everyone, i'm especially not a fan of holidays but y'all can have it =3
