I've had friends in abundance before, but they often have vanished when my life gets hard. But now it's like "I'm going to come with you to your appointment and make them listen" "I care about the mental load it takes for you to communicate with me, let me lighten the load" "I know it's hard for you to accept affection, lets find a way to work through this together." And that's probably because of my circle is so full of CC and disabled folks who just get it.
Sometimes I think back on the gay elders who gave me insight and guidance and kept me as safe as they could when I was so young and I wish I could hug them again. I often get so frustrated with the rhetoric that we have no elders because they all died, because they're still here, they're still out there, and many of them still work hard to help younger generations.
The second spell worked wonders my finger glides right across the pan. May work this foul spell one to two, perhaps even three times
Trans butch dyke, maker of things, teller of tales, author of smut. 30s
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