The thing about being a Trekkie in your 30s is that by now you have a particularly strong emotional bond with a specific starship class— and if you don't have one may I introduce you to the mothball fleet, the post Wolf 359 workhorse, the magnificent Miranda Class I
Hairy Spock Theory is that how hairy Spock is correlates with how interesting and erotic (sexy vs. erotic) a Trek series (he's in).
the Cornell University Library is now online, for free, no registration or login, just there, 76,474 books now tucked in at the Internet Archive
https://archive.org/details/cornell
Trans butch dyke, maker of things, teller of tales, author of smut.