Taking time to learn mycology is helping, but the cornerstone of my research has been on love, community, and mutual support and understanding. All About Love by bell hooks and Jessie Gender's video essay on The Stories Fascism Fears Most remain core inspirations in this work as much as any text on fungi.
Except I don't really want them to fall in love, agency is involved through and through, they will love because they see the wonder in each other and the entity they meet, they will love because they choose to, and they'll make something beautiful with each other because they wanted nothing more than to do so.
I really need novavax to get to my city because I'm allergic to the mRNA ones. It doesn't mean I'm not allergic to novavax (I haven't had it before) since my last flu shot also caused a new and horrible reaction, but I want to be protected and protect others. I always was the type to get vaccinated with anything I could so I could be safe for others who can't be. But now it seems I'm becoming one of the people who can't be.
Trans butch dyke, maker of things, teller of tales, author of smut.