Jenny H @lambdagrrl@computerfairi.es

it occurred to me that I won't have anyone to turn to for comfort if the bad results come in. that's a weird form of loneliness to have I guess, but it's there

my main skills are: music, computer science theory, writing

toying with the idea of leaving academia when my grant runs out in 2021. that gives me a little over a year to prepare an alternative. I think I can do it, if only I can work out what I want to do instead...

Tired: Good things come to those who wait
Wired: Good girls wait for those who come~

[meeting someone for coffee at a chain place]
look um I don’t know what kind of girl you think I am but isn’t branding a little extreme for a first date?

my brain really likes to make wild chains of connections, like
paper worlds (filk song) -(the cover of my copy has the phrase "to be read again and again" on it)-> The Dispossessed (book) -(the lyrics refer to "the dispossessed")-> Those Anarcho-Punks Are Mysterious (song)

every single day

right-wing environmentalists are like “nuclear power bad’ but “nuclear family good” geeze guys make up your minds

today I should try to do one of the many things I have been failing to do over the last few days, but, effort??

I saw an hour-long talk about work happening at Standard Chartered and Facebook and have temporarily lost my hope for humanity AMA

Anyone wanna suggest something I can do with my day that is rest but disguised as something my brain will accept as productive?

‪zine sales paid for my sushi dinner at the cheap community cafe so I'm calling that a win‬

Maybe they'll listen to my bandcamp and read my novel too, muahaha

People are buying my zines, what rubes

Blood pressure averaged 135/89, a bit above normal. They measured my BMI, too; turns out I'm a fat bitch, but at least they were nice about it...

The bassiest form of pet play is the sub-woofer

Today am cyborg; they're monitoring my blood pressure with a wearable device.

tooting with ~tildes~

stealing 70 pages of work printing for ~zines~