I had decided to try to push on but it feels like crash levels of wearing out and tired are washing over me and I'm going to need to crawl into bed and sleep til whenever
It's as though my sleeping subroutine is broken, I will fall asleep only briefly and then jolt awake
I sometimes called Brinkley my sleep shepherd because it felt some like he helped to calm and soothe me
@madewokherd
maybe? I have sometimes had hypnagogic hallucinations in the past when experiencing stress and maybe the grief I'm feeling for the loss of Brinkley is causing some sort of disruption to me here