here's kinda where I am right now

I semi-regularly get to go to a friend's place & mostly just be a stuffed animal for them to cuddle. This is nice.

I've 2x listened to a hypno file to dollify you as a christmas present. Since christmas isn't until winter, you're released to your life (w/ a doll trigger) until the big day. Today the 2nd half of the file dropped, when the present is opened. I'm planning to listen to that part next. This is hot.

I've also just read a transcript for a "install dronespace" type file, & while I doubt it's induction will work with me, & uncertain about an hour of repeating mantras (it's just not a thing I've done much)… I've played w/ ppl who do have dronespaces installed & when that shit works it works.
I'm not especially into drone stuff… but if I was my serial number would be 10355. Yknow, that kind of thing.

I'm also about to embark on a weeklong vacation I'm pretty sure will involve at least a half-dozen different hypnokinksters. I already agreed to a default dynamic of "I am a plush that belongs to you" with one as a baseline to work from. So who knows where that will end up.

Also, I'm trying to restart the self-pluralization project. This is 100% something I can do, at least if I can get myself to record files for us / us to record files for me.

…I should probably ask the dragon whose hoard I'll be in for a week(?) if they'll go out with me, now that I think about it.

Writing it out like this, I think it would be nice to have a little pocket space of pure hypnotized submission, but not *quite* any of doll/plush/drone. maybe a 3:6:1 ratio of those. Especially if a major part of my continuity became that pocket & we built someone better suited to interacting with the world to handle that.

that last bit is definitely getting ahead of us though, I should have the first construct sapient & a solid routine of meditation & self-hypnosis / inner work before contemplating anything like that.

…but building some kind of pocket drone/doll/plush whatever space should be good practice for the serious stuff right? and also fun, if ppl took advantage of it. & we should be able to reconfigure a toy space into something else if we outgrow it.

many people, repeatedly: you're _sure_ you're not plural?

me: I mean, I can recognize some tendencies in me that might have lead to that had I a more traumatic childhood, but I feel like if I was someone would have gotten in contact by now.

also me: just saying if there was a huge anxiety kraken living in my depths protecting me from burnout by blocking me from expending effort, *especially* on things that might work, it'd explain a lot. & it'd be a giant octopus, not a squid.

well, I was going to start the dollification christmas special finale thing but instead I kept posting & now it's 1:15am & I think it might be 2+ hours long?

I really did have a plan to start it at 10pm, then 11pm, but then the files weren't copied correctly so I had to go back to the desktop to fix that and I got totally sidetracked.

This poll closes at 02:10 local. I don't need to be up at any particular time in the morning, but I do need to pack for a trip.

I should listen to

ty everyone who voted. dronespace loop it is. if any of the 3 who voted for it want to be able to use the activation phrase just let me know.