realising that we don't actually have a definitive way to determine whether we're awake or not,, like, ever, since our dreams are, for the most part, utterly indistinguishable from waking reality. it also appears that we can get locked into waking dream states for several hours, we almost wrote years, fuck that, that would be horrible. but like, we looked at our sleep thing on our phone, and it said we slept for hours after our alarm, and we have had nested wakeups in dreams before and aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa