This is all very relatable
"The experience was like running up to the massive wall that stood between other people and me" [smol person standing in front of a massive, massive wall]
(It's from "My lesbian experience with loneliness" by Nagata Kabi)
I finished "My lesbian experience with loneliness" and it is actually really really good (the only things that I didn't like were the cissexist descriptions of bodies, and the idea that in the end, trying will be enough to be happy). A lot of it felt super relatable to me. A huge part of it is about mental health, so CN for depression, eating disorders, self harm, and other stuff.
(Picture of cover hidden because naked people)
(Oh and also CN for (not very explicitly drawn) sex on the page, and for sex that isn't entirely enjoyable.)