my brain is very similar to "being stuck in snow with a car that can't do that much snow", actually
i mean WITHOUT snow chains obviously, snow chains would make it a thing that both works and is fun / an exciting adventure
*gets stuck in some muddy sticky stuff* ah yes, learning new things is fun and refreshing
Trying to do things is so similar to running into a (fairly fluffy but definitely sturdy) wall
you can do it but you end up not getting anywhere beyond that wall really, so why would you
also my brain has this thing that prevents it from thinking too many complicated thoughts, I think
which is very kind, but sometimes, I would actually like to think 1 or more complicated thought