currently on cybre.space @maunzikation@computerfairi.es

I'm not even following @catbot, but sometimes I see it in federated and I can't remember not boosting it whenever that happens ^^;

still sad but feeling more good smol catte

I was cat-rated 10/10 (with the possibility of maybe 11/10) and I am drinking this "strawberry cocoa" thing that is basically a heap of sugar with some strawberry flavour ❤

and this is like the 3rd time this exact thing is happening? because I keep gaining weight and needing larger binders but I never remember to ACTUALLY BUY A WHOLE SIZE LARGER THAN SUGGESTED

it gives me terrible feelings about everything and i'm already feeling terrible today

i never know how tight is too tight and this might be fine but also maybe not? and just because it doesn't actually hurt my body doesn't mean that i should wear it if it still feels bad

srsly i kind of hate myself right now but also I dont have the patience for returning it or the money to buy another one

Getting a new binder, always
2 Weeks of shipping
30 seconds of excitement
1 long moment of "this is not MUCH larger than my old one, hope I don't damage it trying to get it on"
20 minutes of "feels… unbearably tight but that has to be expected. Still, I should have ordered the larger size EVEN THOUGH I'M RIGHT AT THE BEGINNING OF THIS SIZE, MEASUREMENT-WISE"
2 minutes of "yes exchanging it would mean really high postage and waiting like a month but maybe I should… naaaah"
a lifetime of regret

@friend plus this list in case you're looking for lots of instances to look at ^^ https://instances.mastodon.xyz/list

@friend yes! http://www.unmung.com/mastoview?url=computerfairi.es&view=local (doesn't hide CWs and nsfw though)

@mauve i think I've seen one, but i don't recall the name. something with "creativity" in it, i think?