i'm getting very tired in trying to live in a world that just sucks so much. maybe under fairer weather is use this as a "my existence is and act of rebellion!" moment but today feels more like "yeah? then screw it. i don't want to be here anyway."
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i don't think i'm suicidal right now, not as i've been countless times in the past anyway. but i sure don't want to get up & it's a funk that's been lasting for weeks. i don't think i need to fix myself with therapy or meds for this, i think it's the world that needs to be fixed
