grumpy, stressed, overwhelmed. need a break but have too many chores to be able to take one. end up not doing work i need to do. feel guilty and can't rest properly because of it. i don't know how to break out of this
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first time in my life i have a proper actually registered job with a salary and less than a year in i already constantly think of quitting it but nothing else i do will pay me that much for how little i actually end up producing at the end of the month
like, i just got out of a weekend and i feel completely restless. even when i try to drill into myself to just stop and rest it doesn't help anymore. weekends aren't enough anymore i forgot how to rest and how to self-care