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i won't delete my tweets from the previous days. i still feel hurt and stand behind much of what i posted. they're complicated feelings.
things suck. social media sucks. jealousy sucks. begging for attention after being told you're allowed to, only for then to be shunned because of it, sucks. i'm hurt, i cannot deny this. i won't blame any single person but i don't think this is mine alone to fix
you have all the right to disagree with my words because they're absolutely imperfect dogshit words, but right now it's all i have to explain how i'm actually feeling
right now best i can summarize as i said in a message to a friend:
i'm isolated whether i like it or not. if i run away from everybody at least it's on my own terms.