i already have a full time job and i keep trying to be as productive as i can doing hundreds of different little things with every last ounce of my free time trying to match and/or impress my peers and it's not a healthy life to live
this is why i end up missing deadlines or delaying things i promised. i can barely get up in the morning some days. i don't know how to stop myself because i keep feeling i need to be as good as everybody else in my timeline who i envy so much
and yet, haha fuck, i feel like i'm not doing nearly enough! i don't draw nearly as often as everybody else, my last music release was already almost a whole year ago, i barely have anything to show for myself
and yet, haha fuck, i feel like i'm not doing nearly enough! i don't draw nearly as often as everybody else, my last music release was already almost a whole year ago, i barely have anything to show for myself