had a dream where when i was younger i briefly dated someone who later on went to become a very popular furry and when i met with him again years later because we were still in speaking terms his followers vandalized my car with "creepazoid" while i was in his apartment
at one point in the dream he picked me up because he was much taller than me and i woke up pretty much in tears because i'll never feel what it's like to be held like that outside of wishful thinking and dreams 💀