i feel like i fucked up one too many interpersonal relationships with way too influential internet characters to ever have any friends with similar interests anymore because half the subset of the internet who participates in it hates me based on false narratives or something
i once joined a random furry discord with 200 people in it in which i had never been before and i immediately got banned from it and i had to press the staff to find out it was because "someone in the server recognized me and was uncomfortable with me"