i've been working on making art and music and other cool stuff for years trying to be impressive enough to make friends and at best i get some compliments and then never any follow-ups

i'm so burnt out

apparently i'm "intimidating" or "too mean", or "i thought talking to you would make it worse"

i mean, jesus. just leave me for dead will ya

anyway. sorry i'm a sad fuck. i just wish i had the friends i see everybody else having. hope everybody else is having a good night