currently having this with a friend of 5 years in which both of us are absolutely mentally fucked up and neither of us can handle a misunderstanding
RT @ADHDelaide@twitter.com
I don't think people get how debilitating rejection sensitivity can be.
You have a minor misunderstanding with someone, fix it amicably, then years later they say "Hi" in a slightly different tone and you think they still hate you and panic.
🐦🔗: https://twitter.com/ADHDelaide/status/1443138575252574211
and i'm not even gonna get started on the time in my life where i had a whole community of 4 years torn away from me because the people i thought were my friends decided i was being abusive for *checks notes* wanting attention
this is why i'll never trust again when someone says it's "ok to need attention". it absolutely isn't. you need to be self-sufficient and never need a single friend, you fucktwat
or at least that's what life has told me.
if i seem like a jaded asshole sometimes, i absolutely am and it's entirely a defensive mechanism against being severely hurt constantly in my past by several people
i don't know how to fix it. i don't know how to be cute & soft again anymore. i want to so bad but they broke me