i'm so bad at networking. i do pixel art but i'm not part of pixel art twitter. i'm a vtuber but i'm not a part of vtuber twitter. i'm a furry but i'm not part of furry twitter. i don't know how other people do it, i'm just a ghost to everybody else
i know at some level this has to do with me being envious that everybody else is better than me at the things i do but also even when i try to be friendly i'm ignored so i just haven't tried anymore.
i do envy a bit that vtubers say that they're all part of a community and they all look after each other yada yada and even after trying to connect with a few of them i'm ignored because i'm not the True VTuber Cookie Cutter Live2D type
i know at some level this has to do with me being envious that everybody else is better than me at the things i do but also even when i try to be friendly i'm ignored so i just haven't tried anymore.