had a dream i was living somewhere else, a fairly big place but clearly something like cohab or a squatter building or something. my girlfriends were living in there with me. some other things happened and then my parents and my sister showed up saying they came to visit.
my mother was clearly trying badly to hide how appalled she was, as usual, and my dad had his usual stone look of disapproval. they try to stay polite and my mom and i quietly argue and i finish with "you're free to leave".
the three immediately turn around and go but of course that's not good enough for me. i chase after them to the stairs (we were on the second floor) yelling at them how i don't need them anymore.
my dad finally says his first words to me "i ought to spank you". "then do! i'm right here!" he just walks away and i keep cursing them for being cowards. my sister shows up again but this time with a gun pointed at me.
"are you coming back with us?" "no. pull the trigger." she doesn't. i move to touch my forehead right to the barrel "pull THE FUCKING TRIGGER"
i woke up hyperventilating
this is the first time in years since i had a dream so vivid and lucid. my dreams don't usually have real people in it, including myself
"are you coming back with us?" "no. pull the trigger." she doesn't. i move to touch my forehead right to the barrel "pull THE FUCKING TRIGGER"
i woke up hyperventilating
my dad finally says his first words to me "i ought to spank you". "then do! i'm right here!" he just walks away and i keep cursing them for being cowards. my sister shows up again but this time with a gun pointed at me.
the three immediately turn around and go but of course that's not good enough for me. i chase after them to the stairs (we were on the second floor) yelling at them how i don't need them anymore.