i feel like people either hate me or think i'm untouchable or are afraid of me and i'm like ok how do i restart so i can have friends who actually reply to my posts instead of being intimidated to ever talk to me when i'm begging for people to talk to me
like there's only so many times i can be told "you can always reach out to me" when nobody reaches out to me
no, i don't feel like i can reach out to you
don't tell people "it's ok to want attention" if you're ready to ostracize them the minute they beg for it