you know what, i'm glad i'm unpopular
i mean, releasing things into the world to a resounding silence hurts like hell
but at least i don't have to answer to anybody else's ideal of me
i think this is the crux of the issue for me. i want the things i do to become more popular. i do not want, particularly, to be a popular person. i have often conflated the two before (or, at least, people have conflated it for me)
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being here isn't going to help me achieve what i want.
