A little bit melancholy this eve remembering that I'm still like three/four years away from my first appointment at my local GIC.

Really glad that I've started my journey but wishing that I'd done it like 20 years ago.

Internalised transphobia, brought on by the remenants of growing up with section 28 in schools, which stopped me from just accepting who I am.

I'm really glad that I'm doing all this but I just wish that it wasn't going to take so long to officially get meds.