I just... I realise I haven't moved on from that night in 2021.

When I see people still be chummy with the person who destroyed me mentally and turned my life upside-down, still treating them like a pillar of the community, and the fact that people seem to have completely forgotten I exist, makes me feel like I'm being punished for someone else's bad behaviour.

Am I really so devoid of likeability that people will pass me over for complete creeps?

People must think their behaviour towards me was justified, and it makes me feel that maybe they have a point. After all, there HAS to be a reason no-one I knew has attempted to contact me, right?

Gods, I'm not okay.

Maybe it would be better if I just disappeared altogether...