Rivaclaw🏳️‍⚧️ΘΔ @renbymon@computerfairi.es

"Well howled, werewolf."

I'm being purposely facetious with the last part; obviously it's down to the beholder but, in my experience, I can actually troubleshoot most of the problems I encounter on Linux whereas on Windows I have to just keep trying nonsensical workarounds and pray that I can get it working SOMEWAY undocumented and then it doesn't work for everyone.

The cherry on top of this is that, after telling my supervisor, he tells me that he has to do THE OPPOSITE for USB storage to work; it won't work if he's logged into his user account!

And people say Linux is inscrutable??

MS Windows is fucking weird.

I've got two accounts; an admin account with full access and a standard "user" account for emails/chats/wev/etc. The user account does not have access to USB storage but the admin account does.

Today I discovered that I cannot copy files to, delete files from, or format USB media UNLESS I am logged onto my user account on the same machine at the same time; If I'm just logged on as admin I get permission errors.

How the fuck does that work???

Love being a werewolf so very much!! awwwoooooooo!!! 💜🐺🌕

Having spoken to some other women it looks like I experienced postpartum-like depression, which for me was a paranoid episode on Monday night. This was brought about by me rationing my HRT to make it last until I can afford some more. Bad idea in hindsight so back to my normal dose and working out how to get more HRT sooner.

Good news at least today is that I'm down to 116.8kg. The walk at the weekend really did me good apparently; I should try and make it weekly thing.

Mental note: build up a backlog of HRT so that you don't end up rationing and then having a depressive episode like the last 24 hours

I laid down in bed two hours ago and I can't sleep because I'm just crying again

I really want to go to a camping thing with a load of furries in a wood or field and just sit around a campfire for a few days and mask-off. I feel like I haven't been able to be myself for so long that I almost had a breakdown at work too.

I want to enjoy nature with like minded people but I don't know where to start or how to do it. I wanna be myself with my friends and not have to work or hide my true self.