Why did anyone think "make a boring thing in a way that is pretty awkward. then, with you new knowledge, make that exact same thing again in a way that makes more sense!!" was a good idea and why did I fall for it, I can't get my mind to cooperate at all because I already spent hours on the first version and THAT was incredibly boring and now MORE OF THAT except with the "you really wasted your time before" twist, whyyyyy

@maunzikation strange people who do not have adhd