maple classic™ 
watching people taking around you but not with you is a very ostracizing feeling
i only figured out the right word for it now but that's how it felt
@squirrel *offers hugs*
@literallyfenic *hugs back tight*
@squirrel I know this feeling. :( the thing where you are in a conversation thread and everyone keeps replying to everyone except you
this is why i already deleted my account twice. that was the reason.