@sydneyfalk i figured that's what you meant, we could still talk about it
i'm sorry things haven't gone well for you :(
as for my talent, i think it's purely fake-it-until-you-make-it and i haven't really made it yet or probably never will
i'm good at copying in my own way, but i'm not good at doing things from scratch
the current way i draw maple is heavily influenced by amy the squirrel (the amiga furry cartoons)